These past few weeks I’ve had a huge girl power surge. I dont let anyone get me down. I keep my head up. Words are words and such. But I woke up to an UGLY text this morning. The kid went to my highschool and I dont even fucking talk to him. But the bullshit he said hurt me so fucking bad. Not because its true… But because it isn’t true. I truly had no idea people think of me like that. You know you’re disgusting when people lie about having sex with you and get away with it for uh,… years? “
Its really annoying having all of my spirits crushed when I’ve been working so fucking hard to build them up. I know I shouldn’t let that shit get to me, but It’s really hard being defeated over and over again.